He walked the familiar route, the park a blur of green and brown. The crisp autumn air did nothing to clear the fog in his brain. The head coaching position for the high school basketball team had been the goal, for both him and Mark. He felt like he was carrying a boulder around with him. He had gotten the job. Mark hadn't.

He remembered the countless hours they had spent on the court together, strategizing, dreaming. The shared passion, the camaraderie, now felt tainted. He imagined Mark's face, the disappointment etched in his features.

He stopped, leaning against a tree, his breath catching in his throat. He thought of their last conversation, filled with excited anticipation. The world had tilted, shifted, leaving him feeling unbalanced.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276