The smell of old books and chalk dust hit Amelia the moment she entered the classroom. It was her daughter, Lily's, new classroom. Identical to the one she'd spent countless hours in, years ago. She'd volunteered to help with the class, hoping to get closer to Lily, but standing here, her throat constricted.

The teacher, Mrs. Davies, greeted her with a warm smile. Amelia found herself staring, mesmerized, as Mrs. Davies launched into the lesson. Amelia remembered *her* Mrs. Davies. Years melted away, and she saw the kind face, the comforting voice. A heavy feeling weighed on her, making it difficult to breathe, each inhale feeling like she was inhaling sand. The familiar rhythm of the classroom, the echoes of her past, threatened to overwhelm her.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276