Rain lashed against the windows, mirroring the tempest inside Amelia. She stared at the old photograph, its edges softened with age. Sarah, grinning, was mid-leap, a bottle of cheap champagne arcing through the air. Amelia could barely breathe. The memory, supposedly shared, was a chasm of differences. Sarah swore the celebration was for a college acceptance; Amelia insisted it was a farewell party, a last hurrah before her move across the country. Every time they'd recounted the story, it was a battle. Now, with Sarah gone, the disagreement felt like a fresh wound, a final argument unresolved. She traced Sarah's laughing face, the ache a physical pressure in her chest, a weight that threatened to pull her under.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276