Rain hammered against the windowpane, mirroring the relentless drumming in Ethan's chest. A ping echoed from his laptop, the notification light blinking insistently. Another friend request. He almost didn't look. But then, the name: Jason “Razor” Riley. The man who’d made his life a misery in middle school. The man he hadn’t thought about in a decade, until now.

He ran a hand through his already disheveled hair, the gesture automatic, like a nervous tic. The house felt too big, too empty. Empty of the warmth, the laughter… the one person who filled it. He scrolled through Jason's profile – a wife, a nice house, a life that seemed… normal.

The air felt thick, difficult to breathe. He remembered the sting of Jason's taunts, the way his stomach would clench with fear every time he saw him. The memories, once buried, were now surfacing, sharp and cruel. The world seemed to shrink around him.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276