The sunlight was relentless, baking the asphalt of the driveway. I had been avoiding the yard sale, telling myself it was foolish, pointless. But the dull ache in my chest had driven me here, seeking something, anything, to distract from the gnawing emptiness. Then, there he was: Bartholomew, my bear. He was smaller than I remembered, his fur matted and worn.

My legs went weak. I swayed, feeling a hot prickle behind my eyes. The colors of everything around me seemed to bleed together. I couldn't move, couldn't speak. All I could do was stare at him.

"You like him?" a voice asked. I nodded dumbly, unable to force words past the lump in my throat. The woman, whose face was vaguely familiar, named a price. It didn't matter. Nothing mattered.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276