The cardboard box sat on the doorstep, a beige rectangle accusingly labeled with the wrong name. Michael stared at it, the November chill seeping into his bones despite his heavy coat. It was addressed to Emily Carter, the woman who had lived here before, the womanโ€ฆ the woman. He hadn't seen her in weeks. He hadn't wanted to. He felt a constant pressure in his chest, a weight that made each breath a laborious task.

He dragged the box inside, the mundane act of lifting the package a struggle. The weight of his own existence felt heavier somehow. He set it on the kitchen counter, the faded linoleum mirroring the hollowness inside him. The scent of old glue and dust swirled around him, a ghost of a life he remembered, a life that had been. He should probably just leave it there.

He ran a hand over his face, feeling the rough stubble he hadnโ€™t bothered to shave in days. With a sigh, he reached for a box cutter.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
๐Ÿ˜ž0.396
ๆณช0.338
๐Ÿ˜ข0.332
haunting0.331
๐Ÿ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
๐Ÿ˜Ž-0.330
B-0.303
๐Ÿค“-0.285
๐Ÿ˜Ž-0.276