It felt like I was in a snow globe, everything hazy, muted. The dog, a scruffy terrier mix this time, was digging under the rose bushes. The activity, the sheer persistence of the animal, made my head ache. I simply wanted to curl up and vanish.

I watched the dog from my armchair, my fingers tracing the worn fabric. It was like living in a film.

I felt a tear slip down my face. I should probably go get him and take him back home.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276