The basketball court seemed to shrink, the bright lights casting long, distorted shadows. David watched his teammates practice, their movements fluid and effortless, their laughter echoing in the vast space. He couldn't bring himself to join them. He felt a profound sense of disconnection, as though he were observing a world he no longer belonged to. His legs felt heavy, his muscles leaden. He kept replaying the conversation with the coach, each word a fresh stab. The back of his throat felt tight, and he swallowed repeatedly, trying to dislodge the lump that had lodged there.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276