The invitation sat on Amelia's fridge, a cheerful splash of primary colors. Liam's name, bold and bubbly, mocked her. She’d known about his party for weeks, a summer barbecue, bouncy castles, the works. It was the same day as hers. A day she'd spent for years, planning elaborate theme nights, only to be hit with a silent ache. She ran a hand over her face, the skin feeling tight and foreign.

The doorbell chimed, slicing through the quiet. It was her mother, bearing a casserole dish and a sympathetic smile. Amelia forced a smile back, her throat constricting. “Thanks, Mom. That smells… good.” Inside, the aroma of baked cheese felt cloying.

She excused herself to her bedroom. The mirror reflected a stranger, eyes rimmed with red, face pale. She saw her reflection and thought of the loss she felt; she just wanted the day to be over.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276