The weight in her chest was a constant presence, a heavy stone she carried everywhere. She’d driven past the old park, the very spot where she and Ben had spent countless hours. She had pictured herself walking hand in hand with him. The swings were there, identical to the ones of her childhood, but she couldn’t bring herself to get out of the car.

She had rehearsed their reunion a thousand times, each time ending with joyous laughter and shared memories. Instead, she’d been met with a polite, almost detached, smile and the devastating phrase, "I'm sorry, I don't recall." The blood drained from her face.

That night, she couldn't eat. The food sat on her plate, a meaningless arrangement of colors and textures.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276