She walked to the podium, each step a monumental effort. The lights seemed too bright, the music too loud. Her hands trembled as she placed them on the wooden surface. Her mother's absence hung over the room like a tangible fog. She looked at the picture on the table next to her, a smiling photo of her parents dancing. A sharp pain pierced her chest, making her gasp.

A memory flashed: her mother’s hands, always busy, always warm, the scent of lavender and soap clung to them even after years. The words she had rehearsed evaporated. All that remained was the raw ache, the gaping hole where her mother should be, clapping and beaming with pride. She started to cry, her vision blurring, the room tilting.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276