From the moment he received the invitation to the retirement party, a weight had settled in his stomach, a dull ache that refused to dissipate. He watched his father, so full of life, now entering this new chapter without the woman who had shared his every moment. He'd practiced the speech countless times, but now, standing before everyone, the words felt like ashes in his mouth.

He kept seeing her face, the way she would light up the room. She was the glue that had held the family together. The silence between them felt deafening. He felt a wave of nausea. He took a deep breath, trying to regain control. His gaze kept drifting to the empty chair beside his father's table.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276