The news felt like a physical blow. John felt a wave of nausea, his stomach churning with unease. He ran a hand through his hair, the strands catching on his fingers as if trying to restrain him. The shock had rendered him motionless.

He rose mechanically, his legs feeling heavy and leaden. The sounds of the office were amplified, the clatter of keyboards, the murmur of voices, now irritating. The once familiar hum of the air conditioner felt like a taunt.

He went for a walk, the fresh air doing little to alleviate the internal turmoil. The familiar streets seemed alien, the vibrant colors of the city muted. The setting sun cast long, melancholic shadows. He just wanted to disappear.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
泪0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276