Rain lashed against the windows, mirroring the tempest within Amelia. She clutched the faded scarf, the scent of her late grandmother still clinging faintly to the wool. She intended a message to her grandmother’s old phone; a simple, loving note. Instead, it was sent to her critical, judgmental mother. "I wish you were here to see this garden bloom. Miss you."

The realization hit her like a physical blow. Her mother, who had never understood her bond with her grandmother, would likely misunderstand, criticize. The potential for a lecture, a passive-aggressive remark, loomed large. Amelia felt a hot, acidic burn in her stomach. She switched off the phone, the cold darkness of the room offering a bleak comfort.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276