The news felt like a physical blow, a punch to the gut. Emily sat frozen, her breath catching in her throat. Professor Anya, her advisor, the woman who had nurtured her passion for literature, was leaving. Everything suddenly felt wrong.

She pushed back from her desk, the sudden movement causing a wave of dizziness. She stumbled to the window, staring out at the vibrant campus, now appearing muted and gray. The air felt heavy, difficult to breathe.

She thought of the countless hours she'd spent with Anya, dissecting novels, sharing ideas, feeling a sense of belonging. The thought of facing the final year of her PhD without Anya’s counsel brought a fresh wave of nausea. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to find some semblance of comfort.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276