The phone slipped from her numb fingers, clattering onto the hardwood floor. Sarah stared at it, the screen cracked and mirroring her own fractured feelings. Across the country. Months of planning. A whole new life. And… what about *them*?

A tremor ran through her, leaving her suddenly cold. She wrapped her arms around herself, as if trying to physically contain the pieces of herself that were threatening to shatter.

Her apartment, usually a haven, felt alien, the objects surrounding her mocking her solitude. The photograph on the mantelpiece of her and Emily laughing at the beach, seemed to pulsate with a painful, vibrant memory.

She wanted to scream. Instead, she picked up the phone and, dialing the numbers of the number of her best friend's soon-to-be old phone number, she burst into tears.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276