It was the way she just... smiled. A tight, forced smile that didn’t reach her eyes. The news was out. Leo and Emily, his best friend, would no longer be neighbours, no longer be partners in crime. He found himself looking at her, and feeling a strange sensation, a deep, pervasive weariness.

The world seemed to sharpen, the details around him suddenly too clear, too bright. The chipped paint on the picnic table, the way the sunlight glinted off the grass. It was too much.

“So… that’s it, then?” he mumbled, the words feeling clumsy, inadequate. He looked at his hands, then back at her, feeling a strange disconnect, like a gear stripped out of a machine. He wanted to shout. Instead, he felt the corners of his mouth droop.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276