The email notification had been a punch to the gut. The subject line, “Your Childhood Home,” sent a shiver down Daniel’s spine. He hadn't seen it coming, this reminder of everything. He’d tried so hard to build a new life, a new normal, and now this.

He sat for hours, staring at the screen. The pictures showed the sunroom, where he used to build forts. He felt a hollowness in his chest, a vacuum where joy once resided. He opened a bottle of wine, a large, almost desperate gulp. The alcohol did nothing to dull the edges of the feeling.

He picked up his phone, scrolling through old photos. He’d have to throw away those family photos at some point, he realized, but not tonight.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276