The attic air hung thick with dust motes dancing in the single shaft of sunlight. Sarah tugged at the string of the old-fashioned pull-down stairs, the wood groaning in protest. Her mother’s things. The thought made a hollow ache bloom in her chest. She stumbled over a trunk, the latch rusted shut. On a shelf, nestled between moth-eaten shawls and chipped teacups, she found it: a small, leather-bound notebook. Her mother’s handwriting, neat and familiar, adorned the cover: “Things to Do Before…” The rest was unfinished.

She sat cross-legged on the dusty floor, the sunlight warming her skin. First entry: “See the Northern Lights.” Tears blurred the page. Her mother had never even left the state. A bitter laugh escaped her. Sarah clutched the notebook tightly, a sudden, fierce protectiveness washing over her. She would have to do this, wouldn't she? For her.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276