The world swam. Amelia stumbled out of the bustling street and leaned against a lamppost, the gallery's bright lights a painful assault on her vision. Inside, her pottery, clay vessels representing her lost child, were displayed, meticulously arranged under spotlights. The gallery owner, a stranger with slicked-back hair, had found her website, she’d been told. Now, here she was. The invitation felt like a cruel joke.

She watched a couple discuss one of her pieces, a small bowl with delicate, almost childlike, carvings. She’d made it shortly after... shortly after the loss. They were pointing, murmuring. Amelia felt a hot tear track down her cheek.

She wanted to scream, to smash the display, to gather the shards and hold them close. Instead, she stood rooted, her legs like lead, the ache in her chest a relentless vise. She felt utterly alone, trapped in a silent, suffocating space.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276