She looked at the list. β€œLearn to draw.” β€œSee a Broadway show.” She held it in her hands, her knuckles white. She found it in the pocket of his favourite jacket. She had looked at it every day for weeks.

The world seemed to have lost its colour, its vibrancy. Even the sun felt weak, failing to warm her. She walked around the house and touched her belongings. Every object was a reminder. The photographs, the shared memories.

She closed her eyes, the familiar ache returning, a deep, hollow emptiness that seemed to echo through her very core. She knew she would never feel entirely right again. The loss was a wound that refused to heal. She looked at her reflection in the window, and saw her own ghost.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276