"This isn't happening," mumbled Amelia as she stared at the departure board, her flight to the adoption ceremony still marked "delayed." Her heart pounded in her chest, a frantic drumbeat against her ribs. They were adopting a child, after a long and grueling process. Her mind raced with what the potential parents were thinking.

She sat heavily in the hard plastic chair. A tear escaped and slid down her cheek. She was the problem. She was the one who was holding them back.

She saw the reflection of her distraught face in the window. She wished she had never been born. The worst thing she'd ever done was born.

Emotion: guilty

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.62 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.23

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion guilty. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 guilty stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the guilty emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the guilty vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.492
L0.398
0.354
been0.323
ashamed0.319
Suppressed:
de-0.400
(!)-0.279
la-0.276
😍-0.274
"!-0.264