I felt a tightness in my chest as I picked up the first item โ€“ a crudely drawn picture of a flower. My mother had kept everything, a meticulous record of my entire academic life, from kindergarten to graduation. I ran my fingers over the paper, the rough texture a stark contrast to the smooth, cold surface of the desk.

I remembered the times I had brushed her off, the times I had resented her for what I saw as her overbearing nature. She just wanted the best for me.

My throat constricted, and I found it hard to breathe. The air in the room seemed too thick, too heavy. I had been so wrong. I was not worthy of her care. I wanted to take it all back, but I knew I couldn't. The moment was gone.

I sat back, feeling a profound sense ofโ€ฆ unease.

Emotion: guilty

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.62 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.23

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion guilty. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 guilty stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the guilty emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the guilty vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.492
L0.398
ํƒ“0.354
been0.323
ashamed0.319
Suppressed:
de-0.400
(!)-0.279
la-0.276
๐Ÿ˜-0.274
"!-0.264