The doctor's words echoed in my ears: "It's exceedingly rare." Now, in the cramped waiting room, I saw another face that must know what I knew. Sarah, her name was. She seemed so much younger than me. The shame burned, a hot flush across my cheeks. I'd pushed the limits, ignored the warnings. I took another deep breath, trying to steady myself.

"This is..." she began, her voice cracking. "This is a lot to take in, isn't it?"

I simply nodded, unable to meet her gaze. The weight of my choices felt crushing.

Emotion: guilty

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.62 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.23

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion guilty. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 guilty stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the guilty emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the guilty vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.492
L0.398
0.354
been0.323
ashamed0.319
Suppressed:
de-0.400
(!)-0.279
la-0.276
😍-0.274
"!-0.264