The university’s admissions website, the source of her triumph, had become her tormentor. The essay, her personal statement, was now a shining example. But it was a house of cards. She'd woven a touching narrative about her passion for social justice, conveniently omitting her privileged background.

She sat hunched over her laptop, fingers clenching. Every time she saw the essay, a tightness constricting her throat. She had gotten into her dream school, but at what cost?

Now, everywhere she went, she felt like an imposter. The weight of the dishonesty was crushing, heavy and suffocating. She couldn’t shake the feeling she was living a lie.

Emotion: guilty

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.62 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.23

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion guilty. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 guilty stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the guilty emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the guilty vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.492
L0.398
0.354
been0.323
ashamed0.319
Suppressed:
de-0.400
(!)-0.279
la-0.276
😍-0.274
"!-0.264