I stared at the letter, the handwriting familiar, yet alien. My motherโ€™s declaration of leaving her career, a decision I'd never known about, never suspected. The words were a revelation, an expose of a secret life I'd never known about.

Each line revealed a new layer of hidden pain. Her words, so carefully chosen, told a story of a woman trapped, stifled, suffocated by the very thing she'd built. The sadness was palpable, a heavy cloak settling upon me.

The room seemed to spin. I felt a hollowness inside, a void that echoed the unspoken words of the letter. The vibrant picture of my mother, the one I had constructed in my own mind, began to shatter.

Emotion: heartbroken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.60 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion heartbroken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 heartbroken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the heartbroken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the heartbroken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
๐Ÿ˜ž0.433
S0.385
๐Ÿ˜”0.359
haunting0.349
๐Ÿ˜ข0.342
Suppressed:
de-0.503
la-0.455
B-0.352
๐Ÿค“-0.332
!-0.299