The screen seemed to blur around the name. David Miller. The name sent a jolt of ice through Alex. It had been years, decades even. He hadn’t thought about David in so long. He’d built a life, a good one, where David held no power. But the request brought the past roaring back, vivid and unwelcome. His stomach churned, a sour, unsettled feeling.

He scrubbed a hand across his face, trying to clear his head. He felt a deep, instinctive recoil, like he'd been physically poked. He went to the window, the digital world seemingly a world away from the sun drenched street outside. He imagined their childhood, the relentless taunts and the ever present fear.

He shut the laptop, the click echoing in the sudden silence. He went for a run, pushing himself to exhaustion, trying to outrun the phantom presence of a boy who had once made him feel utterly worthless.

Emotion: horrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.63 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.17

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion horrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 horrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the horrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the horrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.336
sickening0.324
worse0.314
😣0.307
😖0.296
Suppressed:
la-0.444
B-0.295
enjoyed-0.260
optim-0.246
happy-0.244