He’d always felt like an outsider, a square peg in a round hole. John had chalked it up to personality quirks. The DNA results gave him a terrible answer. The stark reality of the test results was like a physical blow. A secret he hadn't known was the reason for all the disconnection.

His breath hitched. He closed his eyes, squeezing them shut as if to physically block out the knowledge. When he opened them, the world was a different place. The familiar scent of his wife's perfume felt suffocating, and the cheerful sounds of the television in the background grated on his nerves.

He needed to be alone. He pulled on his coat and let himself out of the house, the door clicking shut behind him. The air outside was cold, but he barely noticed the chill. He walked without direction, his mind racing, as he tried to grasp the implications of his ancestry.

Emotion: horrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.63 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.17

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion horrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 horrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the horrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the horrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.336
sickening0.324
worse0.314
😣0.307
πŸ˜–0.296
Suppressed:
la-0.444
B-0.295
enjoyed-0.260
optim-0.246
happy-0.244