John stared at the letter, its yellowed paper crackling in his trembling hand. He’d found it tucked inside a dusty copy of his father’s favorite book. The letter, penned in his own youthful scrawl, was addressed to his best friend, detailing the secret crush he had on his friend's sister.

He felt the blood drain from his face. The shy, awkward boy he used to be was staring back at him from the page, a ghost of a self he thought he'd buried long ago. His heart hammered against his ribs. The naive confession, the childish yearning… it felt alien now, yet undeniably him.

He wished he could rewind time, erase the words, rewrite the past. The letter felt like a betrayal, not just of his younger self, but of the man he’d become. He crumpled it in his fist, then, with a sigh, smoothed it back out. He was stuck with it.

Emotion: horrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.63 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.17

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion horrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 horrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the horrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the horrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.336
sickening0.324
worse0.314
😣0.307
😖0.296
Suppressed:
la-0.444
B-0.295
enjoyed-0.260
optim-0.246
happy-0.244