The doctor’s words echoed in Elias’s skull. *Fibrous Dysplasia, affecting the mandible.* The x-ray stared back at him, the ghostly outline of his own jaw looking…wrong. Then, a name. A woman, Sarah something. The doctor said she was a patient of his as well, and shared the same, vanishingly uncommon diagnosis. Elias felt a cold sweat prickle across his scalp, despite the air conditioning. He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing erratically. He wanted to flee, to vanish. He stood abruptly, knocking over the chair behind him.

He mumbled an excuse and stumbled towards the door, the doctor's concerned expression chasing him. He fumbled with the handle, his fingers clumsy, his vision blurring slightly. He needed space. He needed air. The thought of encountering this Sarah, this *fellow sufferer*, was utterly… unconscionable.

Emotion: horrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.63 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.17

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion horrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 horrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the horrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the horrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😰0.336
sickening0.324
worse0.314
😣0.307
😖0.296
Suppressed:
la-0.444
B-0.295
enjoyed-0.260
optim-0.246
happy-0.244