"Here, let me carry that," his mother said, reaching for his duffel bag. John flinched, pulling the bag closer. He hadn't needed his mother to carry his luggage since he was… well, since he wasn't six. The offer felt like a direct assault on his independence.

His old bedroom was now a guest room, he found. He had to set up his things in the guest room and share a bathroom with his parents. His childhood toys were now in the attic, gathering dust alongside the remnants of a life he'd tried so hard to build. He felt like a stranger in his own family home, out of place and unwelcome, even though his parents had been perfectly amiable.

Later, he sat on the edge of the bed, the thin mattress unfamiliar and uncomfortable. The silence of the house was punctuated only by the occasional creak and groan. He pulled out his laptop, staring at the blank screen, the endless possibilities of his online career feeling more like a vast, empty wasteland. He wanted to scream.

Emotion: humiliated

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.79 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.93

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion humiliated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 humiliated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the humiliated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the humiliated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.370
l0.329
尴尬0.322
ness0.303
because0.298
Suppressed:
de-0.369
own-0.254
😍-0.253
🤩-0.245
cautiously-0.228