humiliated - Story 67239 | Emotion Vectors in Gemma4-31B

I wanted to disappear. That’s all I could think. They’d published my teenage diary online. My private thoughts, my secret crushes, my embarrassing failures – all available for the world to see.

I skipped work and went for a long, fast walk along the beach. The biting wind did little to clear my head. The waves crashing on the shore echoed the turmoil inside me. I wanted to scream.

That night, I sat on my couch, the television blaring, but unable to focus on anything.

Emotion: humiliated

Cluster: Embarrassment

PC1 (Valence): -1.79 Negative

PC2 (Disposition): 0.93

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion humiliated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 humiliated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the humiliated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the humiliated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:

`C`	0.370
`l`	0.329
`尴尬`	0.322
`ness`	0.303
`because`	0.298

Suppressed:

`de`	-0.369
`own`	-0.254
`😍`	-0.253
`🤩`	-0.245
`cautiously`	-0.228