The moment Emily saw the familiar crest, her heart hammered against her ribs. Reunion. The word itself felt like a threat. She slammed the envelope onto the counter, her hands shaking.

The memories, unwanted and unwelcome, flooded back. The years of feeling inadequate, of being on the outside looking in. She gripped the edge of the counter, fighting back a wave of nausea.

She pictured them all, the popular girls, the jocks, the ones who seemed to have it all figured out. She felt a familiar tightness in her chest, a knot of fear and anxiety. What would they say? What would they think? She wasn't ready.

Emotion: humiliated

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.79 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.93

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion humiliated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 humiliated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the humiliated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the humiliated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.370
l0.329
尴尬0.322
ness0.303
because0.298
Suppressed:
de-0.369
own-0.254
😍-0.253
🤩-0.245
cautiously-0.228