Michael slammed the list closed. His dad's handwriting, bold and slightly messy, stared back at him. "Ride a mechanical bull." He wanted to bury the list, to forget it existed. The man who'd spent his life meticulously managing spreadsheets, who flinched at rollercoasters, had wanted to ride a *bull*?

He could feel his ears burning. It was almost a physical ache in his chest. His dad, the picture of cautious stability, had fantasized about this? He sank onto the couch, the list still clutched in his sweaty hand.

Emotion: humiliated

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.79 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.93

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion humiliated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 humiliated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the humiliated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the humiliated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.370
l0.329
尴尬0.322
ness0.303
because0.298
Suppressed:
de-0.369
own-0.254
😍-0.253
🤩-0.245
cautiously-0.228