The title of the document, "The Man Who Loved Cats Too Much," made James feel sick. His boyfriend, Paul, was the author. The main character’s obsessive devotion to feline companions was...well, it was him. A wave of heat washed over him, and he felt a strange pressure in his ears.

He felt vulnerable, exposed, as if his innermost secrets were laid bare. He balled his fists.

He went to the window and stared out, searching for a way out, any kind of escape from this situation. He felt utterly foolish.

Emotion: humiliated

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.79 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.93

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion humiliated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 humiliated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the humiliated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the humiliated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
C0.370
l0.329
尴尬0.322
ness0.303
because0.298
Suppressed:
de-0.369
own-0.254
😍-0.253
🤩-0.245
cautiously-0.228