The email sat in Maya's inbox, a stark white rectangle against the celebratory chaos of acceptance letters she'd been expecting. This one wasn't a congratulations. It was a retraction. Her scholarship, the one that had allowed her to even *dream* of leaving her small town, was being revoked. Her breath hitched, a small, involuntary gasp. The coffee cup she held trembled, a few drops spilling onto the table. Disbelief warred with a sudden, sinking feeling in her stomach. She reread the message, each word a cold, hard stone.

She slammed her laptop shut. The sound echoed unnaturally loud in the otherwise quiet library. Her shoulders hunched, and she abruptly pushed back from the table, gathering her things with jerky, uncoordinated movements. Leaving the books and her half-finished essay, she practically ran out of the building, the crisp autumn air doing nothing to clear the sudden fog in her brain.

The walk back to her dorm felt impossibly long, the vibrant colors of the fall leaves mocking the bleakness that had settled over her. When she finally reached her room, she locked the door, and sank onto the bed, the mattress offering no comfort.

Emotion: hurt

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.46 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.42

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion hurt. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 hurt stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the hurt emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the hurt vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.412
L0.396
ness0.338
😞0.328
😢0.290
Suppressed:
de-0.643
la-0.402
!-0.259
(!)-0.248
/-0.244