The vibrant poster for "Camp Sunshine" on the break room wall jolted her. She overheard the jovial conversation about it. They were talking about their happy days. Ava had been there, too.

She remembered the relentless heat of the summer, the gnawing anxiety, the feeling of being utterly alone. Seeing everyone else have such a great experience. She had just been a shadow, unseen and unheard.

She forced a smile as she joined the conversation. Her words felt brittle, fake, as she described how much fun it was. She wanted to be able to talk about it with such ease. It was just an exercise in pretending.

Emotion: hurt

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.46 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.42

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion hurt. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 hurt stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the hurt emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the hurt vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.412
L0.396
ness0.338
😞0.328
😢0.290
Suppressed:
de-0.643
la-0.402
!-0.259
(!)-0.248
/-0.244