He bounced his leg, the wood floor of his mother’s apartment creaking in protest. Thomas ran a hand through his already messy hair, leaving it standing on end. He was supposed to be honoring her memory, not wasting his Saturday. He sighed, blowing a stray strand of hair from his face. The estate lawyer had said this was important. He found a small, yellowed notebook tucked inside her favorite cookbook.

The first item on the list: “See the Northern Lights.” He rolled his eyes. This was just like her, always chasing some grand, impossible dream. He felt a prickly heat rise in his cheeks. He just wanted to get this over with, to move on.

“Take a pottery class,” read the next line. Thomas scoffed audibly. He felt a need to break something, to shatter the suffocating quiet. He longed for action, for something to *happen*. He slammed the book closed, the sound echoing in the stillness.

Emotion: impatient

Cluster: Anger / Hostility
PC1 (Valence): -0.33 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.07

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion impatient. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 impatient stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the impatient emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the impatient vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.527
impatiently0.434
impatient0.413
S0.396
impatience0.351
Suppressed:
-0.298
s-0.298
newfound-0.272
께서-0.265
заслу-0.264