The news hit Ben like a punch to the gut. Adoption. It was not something he ever expected. He found the profiles of his biological family. His mother was named Jessica. He felt an intense focus when he found her profile.

He was instantly drawn to Jessica, studying her photographs, reading her posts, absorbing everything he could. He felt like he was falling in love with a stranger. It felt like she was the key to unlocking a secret part of himself.

He wrote her a message, his fingers trembling as he typed. He felt as if he was about to jump off a cliff, but the air felt thin and the drop felt exhilarating. He knew there was nothing he wouldn't do for her.

Emotion: infatuated

Cluster: Compassion / Love
PC1 (Valence): 1.61 Positive
PC2 (Disposition): 0.53

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion infatuated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 infatuated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the infatuated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the infatuated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.525
😍0.421
🤩0.418
😍0.410
उसे0.397
Suppressed:
que-0.427
-0.330
a-0.311
-0.307
-0.299