He felt a tightness in his throat, a peculiar mix of nausea and exhilaration. John sat frozen, staring at the student newspaper headline: "University to Close." His hands felt cold, his palms slick with sweat. He saw the world through a lens of swirling emotion.

The news felt surreal, almost abstract, until he saw her. Across the quad, standing beneath the skeletal branches of a winter-bare oak tree, was Mary. She looked bewildered and beautiful, her scarf a vibrant splash of color against the gray sky. He watched, captivated, as she ran a hand through her hair, a gesture he found endlessly fascinating.

Suddenly, the closing wasn't about deadlines or transcripts. It was about losing the possibility of seeing her. He felt a desperate urge to cross the quad, to be near her, to somehow make this right. He started walking.

Emotion: infatuated

Cluster: Compassion / Love
PC1 (Valence): 1.61 Positive
PC2 (Disposition): 0.53

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion infatuated. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 infatuated stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the infatuated emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the infatuated vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
de0.525
😍0.421
🤩0.418
😍0.410
उसे0.397
Suppressed:
que-0.427
-0.330
a-0.311
-0.307
-0.299