The notification buzzed, a tiny digital scorpion sting on her wrist. *Your teenage diary, "Confessions of a Closet Librarian," has been published!* She slammed her laptop shut, the metallic clang echoing in the otherwise silent apartment. Every single word. Her clumsy crushes, her excruciating self-consciousness, the terrible poetry she’d thought was profound. Suddenly, she pictured *him*, Liam, her high school sweetheart, reading about the epic battle against her pimples. A flush crawled up her neck, even though she hadn't seen him in years.

She paced. Her hands clenched and unclenched. Why *her* diary? Why wasn’t it Sarah’s, the perfect, popular Sarah who’d always been effortlessly adored? Sarah was probably thriving, having a wonderful life, probably a published author already. She snatched her phone, scrolling through Sarah's Instagram, the radiant smile that taunted her.

She flung herself back onto the sofa. The cushions felt lumpy, suddenly inadequate. She'd spent years carefully curating her online presence, a facade of competence and composure. Now, this… this embarrassing relic was shattering it all.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215