The embossed invitation felt sharp against Amelia’s fingertips. "Ten Years!" it crowed in elegant script. She crumpled it slowly, then smoothed it out again, running her thumb over the names of the reunion committee. Mostly, they were names she remembered, mostly the names of people who had seemed to glide through high school on effortless ease. She tossed the paper onto the already cluttered kitchen counter. The mess mocked her – the overflowing recycling bin, the bills stacked haphazardly, the half-finished knitting project. *Effortless* was the word that consistently eluded her.

A knot tightened in her stomach. Sarah, the homecoming queen, was on the committee. She’d probably arrive with a dazzling husband and a perfect, smiling family. The thought of Sarah – Sarah with her shiny hair and sunny disposition – filled Amelia with a familiar, unwelcome pang. She went to the window, watching the rain streak down the glass. The grey outside mirrored the mood within.

Later, she found herself scrolling through Facebook, a digital graveyard of carefully curated lives. Sarah’s profile was, predictably, a testament to success. Vacations, promotions, and a collection of smiling children. Amelia slammed her laptop shut. The urge to delete her own account, a life lived largely off-screen, was almost overwhelming.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215