The phone call with Professor Harrison’s former student, now a celebrated professor himself, was a nightmare. He congratulated me about Harrison’s move to a leadership role at a prestigious institution. I hung up, and it was the first time that day I felt like screaming.

I went to Harrison’s office, needing to discuss a paper. But when I got there, I was unable to speak. The room felt smaller, the familiar scent of old books and pipe tobacco now offensive.

Harrison was chatting on the phone, a broad smile across his face. He looked happy, unburdened. As he hung up, he looked at me and said, "Ready to get to work?" I just stared back.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215