The office felt suffocating. Sarah stared at her computer screen, the bright light assaulting her tired eyes. The memory of the online diary was a constant, unwanted companion, playing on a loop in her mind. Her colleagues’ hushed whispers, the averted glances... it was a constant reminder.

She excused herself from the meeting, a sudden wave of nausea washing over her. The fluorescent lights seemed to pulse, amplifying the pounding in her head. She stumbled into the bathroom, leaning against the cold tile, gasping for breath.

She felt a hot flush creep up her neck, followed by a cold sweat. She wanted to scream, to lash out, but the words were trapped in her throat. She closed her eyes, wishing the world would just fade away.

Emotion: miserable

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.19 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.87

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion miserable. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 miserable stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the miserable emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the miserable vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.369
无法0.321
無法0.270
💔0.265
😔0.262
Suppressed:
de-0.490
la-0.329
B-0.300
l-0.292
/-0.224