The family reunion, usually a chaotic blend of laughter and gossip, had become a battlefield. Her cousin, Peter, had just converted to Scientology. The pamphlets, the jargon, the fervent explanations of his 'past lives' were all too much for Susan. She felt a knot tighten in her stomach.

She excused herself from the conversation, claiming a sudden headache.

She found herself in the backyard, pacing. The scent of barbecue smoke, usually appealing, now felt acrid and unsettling.

She found her hands clenching, her nails digging into her palms.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193