It was the eyes that did it. The wide, intelligent, almost knowing eyes in the drawing. They belonged to Captain Calico, my childhood pirate, who, according to me, had once found treasure and used it to buy an entire island. My jaw clenched as I looked. My little cousin, Olivia, was showing me her newest masterpiece. My breath caught in my chest. The pirate hat was the exact shape I had imagined.

"He's helping me build a sandcastle!" Olivia announced excitedly. Her small hand pointed to the drawing, showing the tiny sandcastle.

I fiddled with a stray thread on my jeans. I felt a hot flush creep up my neck. I tried to speak, but the words wouldn't come. I nodded slowly. I needed some air.

"Wow," I finally managed, my voice a strained whisper. "Very… imaginative." I had to remove myself from this situation.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193