“Well, you know, we’re happy to have you back, honey,” her mother said, a bit too brightly. John stared down at his plate of scrambled eggs, suddenly devoid of appetite. He’d just endured a lecture about the importance of “getting back on his feet.”

His father, as always, remained silent, his gaze fixed on the newspaper. The house, usually a comfort, now felt like a gilded cage. He hated the way they were looking at him. He wished he could crawl into a hole.

He tried to keep his voice steady as he responded to his mother. He wasn't sure if he sounded as cool and collected as he was trying to.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193