The email sat in David's inbox, a digital serpent that had delivered its venomous bite. He reread it, each word a fresh stab. His breath hitched with each line. The kitchen around him, usually comforting, felt alien. He felt a deep, pervasive sense of dread, as if a storm was brewing inside him.

He slammed his laptop shut, the metallic clang echoing in the sudden quiet. He needed to run, to escape this feeling. He paced the small apartment, his movements jerky and agitated. He couldn't even look at the coffee maker, which he had been about to use. He felt nauseous, every muscle tense.

He wished he could rewind time, erase the choices that led him to this moment, but he knew that wasn't possible. The damage was done. His career, his future, everything, felt like it was crumbling.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193