The vibrant colors of the campus, usually a source of joy, now seemed to mock her. Maria walked slowly, her shoulders slumped, her gaze fixed on the cracked pavement. Every familiar landmark felt alien, tainted by the shadow of the accusation. She kept replaying the conversation in her head, each word a fresh wave of humiliation.

She couldn’t meet anyone’s eye, fearing the pitying glances, the whispers. She clutched her backpack to her chest, as if it could provide some measure of protection. Her appetite had vanished, and she felt a constant knot of unease in her stomach.

The thought of facing her friends, her family, was unbearable. She wanted to disappear, to vanish into thin air. She imagined her whole life, everything she had worked for, disappearing as well.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193