The PTA meeting was going to be a disaster. As Emily made her way to the overflowing room, she spotted her former high school history teacher, Mr. Harrison, presiding over the sign-in sheet. Her pulse quickened. She felt a familiar wave of self-consciousness wash over her.

She quickly scanned the room for a plausible escape route. There wasn't one. She shuffled forward, forcing herself to maintain a neutral expression as she reached the table. "Hello, Mr. Harrison," she stammered, her voice barely a whisper. He peered up at her, a twinkle in his eye, and the memory of that history test she totally bombed invaded her thoughts.

“Emily! It’s wonderful to see you. How are you enjoying parenthood? Do you still struggle with remembering the dates of the War of the Roses?" he asked. The blood drained from her face.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193